CNY bluezz... =(

Hi,
I'm blogging during CNY because i got nothing to do and i am actually feeling quite down this festive season. Hai, was on my way home after visiting my relative when i felt this overwhelming sense of brokeness. I felt so lousy and that cause me to think of alot of things in my life. Its like i am not doing well in everything and i tot of giving up again. That also include my relationship with Julian. I'm really in the stormy season now and i dont know why. I'm tired of school, assignments, training and bla bla bla. I juz want to sit at a beach and watch the waves come by. (maybe that will make me even more bored...) I'm a difficult person man... and even i dont know myself well or maybe i should say at all..

Well that's all for today... juz sharing my tots in my house alone. Hope that God will speak to me i pray. Remember the signing thingy k and the basketball challenge on the 11th of Feb. I wont be free in the morning coz i am teaching tuition. Yah so i'll see u all on tue if u all can make it for cell outing. If not then the rest of us will go do something else. Me and val were thinking of eating crab haha.. Byes

Stephanie