saturday afternoon.

hmmm. heyy steph. it happens all the time to most people anyway.

my past weekdays after the cny holidays were kind of bad. i recently just started tearing my piano pieces book up, uh so i suppose i've gotta get it pasted before my exam. sometimes you get this feeling when you are like so darned lousy at everything. noone understands, noone knows. maybe you dont know it as well. but yea, but luckily i've got my wunnerful batchmates who have been like tolerating my nonsense and giving me encouragement all the way, even though i sometimes was harsh or suddenly started crying on the field during trngs. (man, i hate myself for crying) but my batchmates will always be there for me. even if i dont want to tell them whats wrong, even if anything happens, they will be right again. cause there'll always be a lovely group of people, loving and looking at me. (: really.
i've decided i hate brooding over stupid stuff like finding your identity etc. cause it's a waste of time! my identity has already been set the moment i was borned on earth what. yea. having an identity but trying to look for another identity really makes people sad and troubled. so its stupid.


so steph, the thing is CHEER UP! i'm sure God has always been there for you. and he WILL be smiling for you (: we should always be prayerful, especially in troubled times. he will bless you, and he will make things right. we are your batchmates! lol. just be patient and close your mind to stupid negative thoughts and do stuff you like. it'll help, i think.


puff. yea. i'd better continue with my testimonial if i want to get baptised on 17th Febuary (my piano exam, mannn). so people. i totally love my batchmates worxx.

byebye. see ya tmr! (: